Unwanted Dream

What the different between dream and nightmare, is it same?

At one night, I've a very bad dream,,,
in that dream, I saw one person whom I really love give me one message
If he will be die soon..
He told me to get ready for this...

I really not want it. I wont he leave me... Its better if I'll go die first...
but at one side, I looking his face... and he was look very happy...
is he really want this? is he really want to leave us? I dunno...

Finally, I wake up from my bed...
it feels so real for me, but I'm glad it was just a dream... a bad dream or nightmare exactly....
I hope if its not a sign for me...

after that I open up my laptop, and turn on my mp3  song playlist..
hmm, its just be another mementomoria... I see one titled song... Firasat by Marcell...

kemarin kulihat awan membentuk wajahmu

desah angin meniupkan namamu

tubuhku terpaku

semalam bulan sabit melengkungkan senyummu

tabur bintang serupa kilau auramu

aku pun sadari, ku segera berlari

cepat pulang

cepat kembali, jangan pergi lagi

firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang

cepat kembali, jangan pergi lagi

alirnya bagai sungai yang mendamba samudera

ku tahu pasti kemanakan ku bermuara

semoga ada waktu, 

sayangku, ku percaya alam pun berbahasa

ada makna di balik semua pertanda

firasat ini rasa rindukah atau kah hanya bayang

aku tak peduli, ku terus berlari

Black N Blue

Happy Sunday all...^^
its such one nice color full day

Talking about color, Firstly I really like Black color
coz it such a very strong n dominant color that can cover the other color...
hmm, I really want be like that...
have one great influence that can affected the other (in positive way, of course)

some people say if Black is a symbol of eternity, for example in the night when there's no lamp or light... what you still can see? just dark and Black right?... Black is always be, even in the day or in the night....
Black have a great authority, class and never get trapped with a trend... I hate colorful car, I prefer Black coz its so neutral... If white, its like ambulance right? hehehe....
beside of that, there's be a bad thought...that said if Black is a symbol of death and sadness...

But for my self, I love Black coz its feel so mysterious... it cant be guess, and can change so fast
it really like my self (a long time ago)...

and now, its Black on my self getting fade... and it become more like Blue color
the strength and power of Black in me getting weak, I become easier affected with the situation and condition...
I feel more so melancholy... from 60 % to be 100 % melancholy now...
hmm, dunno why??
become more sensible and emotional...

But Blue have some positive things too for me...
I can be realize and more appreciate the other than before
I can be more understand their feelings, and
I can be wiser in facing some problems that happens...

yup, now I'm not Black and nor Blue...
I'm the fusion of that two colors... Black n Blue

hmm, what kind of color is it????

and Its Shade Blue...

Moon Eclipse!

Enjoying this beautiful moon eclipse from roof top of my dorm, 4th floor. Too bad i didn’t bring my tripod with me, so the photos weren’t ‘sharp’. And i definitely need longer lens!

Hope you enjoy the photos as much as i enjoy taking it. =p

Its feels like i want to change into werewolf, when i see that....  aaauuuuuuuu !!!!!!! :p