Unclear

nowadays, i have so many times to write something on my blog..

y at one side this good coz i can meet with u more often rite?

but at the other side, now i feel so useless and clumsy

i don't know what i must to do

everyday i wake up with spiritless and have a dark faced

coz i'm really sure if my day won't be different than yesterday..

y i just dunno and dunno

why it can be ended like this

maybe sometime i ever made a mistake

but i think, we can talk about it directly rite

and finish it together

so i can know what's my fault

and what it's should be?

doing something clear and vivid is easier than

doing some uncleanly things rite?

like you want to solve some puzzle without you know the real picture of it

and like playing games without know the rules and objection..

now, i'm like sailing without know any direction..

there's not be someone who want to tell me what i must doing right now

if i keep silent it would be wrong 

but if i doing something that i can

it will be wrong too

i just thinking, maybe from the beginning

i being in the wrong place 

please someone out there, just give me a sign 

where i must to go now..

coz what i seeing from my window now is so unclear....

and for the next 3 months, i will still see this things from my window...