Sweets outside but Poisonous inside

Happy new year!!!!
this is my first new entry in this new year, 2012
but at the beginning of this year, there's be a lot of bad things that was happened

and i'll tell you the worse one..

sometimes i can't understand why one good person who have a specific religion and always doing the worship as the routine still can't realize and differ which is right and which is wrong?
for example.. i'm a christian, i often go to church for worshiping my God, i always praying every time when i need Him..
but what's the point all of that things if i'm still doing so many bad habits in my daily life and i even not practicing all "good theory" that I've got in the real life..
it was nothing, right?

y and that's all what i have seen now..
one of my friend always acting like a goddess in front of me, and i always see her as a holy person who never make a sin (perhaps)..
because her behavior and attitude in talking and doing anything is good in my opinion..
she often send me a verse that taken from the bible..
she often give me an advice and some religious message..

but (once again) that was wrong..
i see her true face when i got one trouble nowadays..
when i really feel down because of that problem and i get so many bad judgement from my haters
i hope she as my good friend and my closest person can able to support me and give me a good motivation for raising up my spirit back..
but she did the opposite things, she insult me, make a bad mouth about me, etc..
y i didn't see her as a friend in this case now..

as a friend we should help each other and give a good respect, right?
i keep thinking, why she's not use the verse and all advice that ever she give to me for her own self?
like she ever told me, if making a lie is a sin, but i just know if she have make a lie to me..
she told me if i must be a loyal friend for everyone.. but i can't see her loyalty now..
wew, its so useless i think...
what's the meaning of all her good words?

one thing that i learn from this case, friend is just friend..
they are a human too, not a perfect person like what i imagined before
sometime they show their angel side but sometime they show the evil side
and they are called a poisonous friends..
sweets outside but poisonous inside..

being good isn't a mask that can be used or released every time, but its a commitment that we must hold forever with a sincerity..
just be honest with your self, and whatever you are or whichever your side.. show it!
its the real good.. not pretend to be good..